this is our katrina. you know? unfortune those poor people went through this x number of years ago and ten years ago and now it's our turn and you don't know where to begin, where to start and fortunately, i've got good friends and good family. everybody's been coming down and trying to help me out and do whatever we can to move ahead and it's, it's confusing, it's mind-boggling, it's uncertainty, it's-- it's my life. the restaurant was my-- was my 30 years of adult life. my home, i lost everything. >> and can i ask you, you've been frustrated with what the insurance will and will not coverage. you said you had hurricane coverage, but will not take care of the damage. >> in 30 years of business i've never had one drop of water, many, many storms, irene pelted us with 13 inches of water, never had a problem with water. okay? this wasn't a flood, a flood issue per se, a tsunami issue, how do you prepare for something like this. >> i don't know, thankfully we need to get you going because fema is at your house right n